Confessionals<3

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 1 & 2

Like my hair? I did it just for you, Tommy. Yay! Thanks for casting me lover. You know I make a good bitch.. however, I've decided I'm going to change my attitude for this game. I want to play the nice and sweet girl, someone no one thinks about voting out and to just be friends with them. Im going to try my best in challenges for sure but I want to see how far this strategy will take me. I've spoken to most of the tribe and I'm feeling sorta comfortable with these people. Amanda seems nice, Charlie and I get along well together. I'm not too sure if he knows who this is or if he's playing an alias... So many possibilities but I like him and I think he likes me? If not, then the joke is on me, thats for sure lol.

Lets see, I like talking with Jeff, he's another guy I'll try to lure into liking me. The point being, I'm still doing what I do best, I'm just going to make sure that I'm nicer about it whereas in other games (in all games) I can be a huge thunderc&%@. I'm determined to win at least one Immunity, I swear lol. I want one so bad just for bragging rites and to be safe of course. I have yet to make any solid alliances. I've kinda aligned with Marty, I don't know. Not too sure where thats going but I have him by the balls in another game so if he tries anything in this one, he knows I'll get him bad.

For this vote, I've targeted Natalie ~ I don't think anyone knows that I've started the "lets vote Natalie" trend but I think it's working, not too sure. I just said that at least Amanda is trying, whereas Natalie is just there and not really talking to anyone. If it's going to work, then I can see what kind of hold I have on these boys, if not and I get the boot, well that sucks donkey balls, huge ones.

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 2 Update

Interesting conversation. It seems to me that I have gotten myself into a threesome alliance already. Marty, myself and Jeff. It seems pretty trusting, I'm not too sure if Marty can keep an alliance secret though. He gets really excited and starts inviting like the whole cast. Before you know it, I'm going to be reciting vows to all the men in this game and putting a ring on it.

A little lovely session of conversing with sexy Jeff. He's young at heart, I like him<3

realityjunkie15
I mentioned it to him, but I think we could make a f3 alliance

loveandlightsyd
I would love that and with two boys I like

realityjunkie15
I just think both of you two are actually genuine you know?

loveandlightsyd
aw I think you are too. Hence why i accepted this offer with no hesitation

realityjunkie15
it's hard to find good people, everyone has hidden agendas and all that stuff

loveandlightsyd
Do you think I do in any way?

realityjunkie15
nope

I'minterested to see where this threesome will go in this game. Hopefully it will keep me safe until a possible swap and even a merge.

[Tom Westman]

Being good for a change
This would be interesting to watch

[Sydney Wheeler]

Dec 18, 2010 22:07:34 GMT -5 Tom Westman said:

Being good for a change
This would be interesting to watch

lmfao, I'm always good to you

[Tom Westman]

lol i know but you usually play the typical bitch. so it's gonna be different to see you all nice and preppy

[Sydney Wheeler]

Dec 19, 2010 1:27:00 GMT -5 Tom Westman said:

lol i know but you usually play the typical bitch. so it's gonna be different to see you all nice and preppy

I am a bitch at heart<3

[Kris Allen]

GL hot stuff

[Sydney Wheeler]

Dec 19, 2010 2:06:44 GMT -5 Kris Allen said:

GL hot stuff

Thaaaanks Sexy Shit<3

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 3

I'm silly, I started speaking with Benry a lot this time around and I'm starting to think he's a genuine, nice guy. And of course there is nothing wrong with that but I don't know how long I can keep him in here with the alliance that was already created. This round I'm going to do the same like I did last round, this time placing the target upon Erinn. I have yet to speak to her and yes she's active but we all are and in order to obtain some control of this tribe, I need her gone. I hope the boys don't go after Benry, I'm sure they wont after they ask me but hey, this is Survivor, who knows what will happen. The challenge is ongoing at the moment and Sierra and I need some catching up to do. She seems like a really nice person and I'm getting ready to own this challenge at night when she logs on. It'll take awhile but I'm sure we can catch up while everyone has gone to bed or have left for the night.

Benry, I love him, he's great. I'm not too sure if he's an alias like myself but he says otherwise. I believe him and if he is lying then gosh, he is convincing. Of course I'm always going to keep an eye out for anyone in this game but I feel as though he is a trustworthy guy and I look forward to playing the game with him. I've flirted with him on occasion and I don't know if he buys it or not lol, and people always say I just flirt because its game-play but its naturally me too. I just love to be playful and flirt haha. If it happens to benefit me in a game, then so be it lmfao.

Charlie gave me an extra coin when he won Immunity and chose from that tomb. Shows that he is committed to me and I love that. Really glad that he feels the same way about me the way I do him. Jeff is another great person that I've spoken to on this tribe, he seems very nice like I've stated before in my confessionals. The voting people out part sucks when it's people that you're starting to like -- but I got to do what I have to do to get to the end and hopefully people understand that. I think this whole 'nice girl' persona is working because I have yet to be a bitch and I have 5 karma

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 3 Continued

Well things started to change a bit actually. At first, the alliance of me, Jeff and Marty was going to bring in Amanda as our fourth, but then she suddenly did a disappearing act and now people are thinking second thoughts. I mentioned Erinn as the vote and it was working, people were considering her for the vote but Amanda's darn stupidity in not being around really made me have to change what I wanted, which could effect me. I mean, Erinn could catch drift that I was mentioning her name in the first place. I spoke to most of the tribe and the consensus is Amanda, even Jeff and Marty are voting her. However, I am not. I don't stand by their decision to vote her out and if I had my way, Erinn would be gone and I could still force people to vote Erinn but that could cause a split in the tribe and I don't want that right now. So, I told them to vote Amanda but I'm sticking with voting Erinn. My excuse will just be that I forgot to change my vote lol.

Other than that, I'm doing pretty good in the game, I think. Your tribal question was pretty revealing you hooker. I had to do some damage control in my answer<3 I also have trusted Benry with my name, whether or not he knows me, it'll be interesting to say the least if he's gonna use it against me.. but I believe he's not an alias and that he's actually the guy he says he is. Let's hope I found out Charlie gave me the coin which was pretty sexy and then Jeff had told me he was giving his other coin to me BUT I don't have it yet so I guess 1) Our dear host has forgotten to give it to me or 2) Jeff never did in fact give it to me lol.

If I get that coin, I already have two coins! That's crazy and it's all because my boys are giving me coins, it's pretty sexy. After this round, I'm hoping for tribal Immunity so we can start kicking ass and taking names. From a little birdie, apparently Jenna is in deep shit over there and I'm pretty stoked about that. Girl thought she was top shit, bitch please.

[Kris Allen]

Hey girl!
I've come to boink you.

[Sydney Wheeler]

Dec 23, 2010 1:16:08 GMT -5 Kris Allen said:

Hey girl!
I've come to boink you.

lmfaoo aw:) How cute<3 sooo, whatchu wanna do first?

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 4

This round just brought about the end of the word in new Karnak. For starters, we begin the round with Sierra and Fabio already letting it known to me that they are very tight. Bad, bad, and very bad thing to do but I guess that means they would be willing to work with me? I have no clue but if so that's good to know. We do the challenge, which went by smoothly. One, Charlie got to go to the tomb, so just in case he were to lose his coin by a curse, he handed it to me, which traded in to be the Hidden Immunity Idol!
Okay so I went to bed around 3am EST and I was totally exhausted, I happened to fall asleep until darn 2pm and I came here to find that Charlie, Marty, Jenna and Edgardo sent me PMs to me How sweet, so I begin reading. Jenna tells me she want's to vote out Sierra after speaking to the guys (Marty and Charlie). Charlie then tells me that everything is going okay and that Jenna has been lured on to our side for the vote. Marty assures me the same. Edgardo on the other hand (who I called outta his alias lmao) told me he's voting Jenna. Which allowed me to know that once again, us reds are in power... just which side to do we choose. I find there are pros and cons on taking both sides. Basically, I think I've made my decision to vote Sierra and keep Jenna with us.

Hopefully this isn't a ploy to get me out, which if it is, gosh. lol I have an idol, I have a great alliance, I think I'm set to go for a merge if I make it past this round. I hope so and I'm keeping my fingers crossed

Kisskiss
Sydney

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 5 and 6

Wow! There has been much time between my last confessional and now! I do truly think that this game will start to get dirty and this "nice girl" thing is just going to get old... because I am going to have to start to fight dirty to stay longer. I have been enjoying my stay here, however, there were some obstacles that I needed to over come. I think my alliance with Marty is doing really well. He takes into consideration all that I say and he wants what is best for US. Now that's what he makes me think, I'm not too sure what he actually wants. All I know is, I need to make sure that all of them are with me on this. Backtracking to the round Sierra left, Jenna had actually flipped to our side to take out Sierra and split Edgardo and Fabio. She left the game and Jenna, myself, Marty and Charlie stayed strong. We ended up winning the challenge and not having to vote off Fabio or Edgardo. Instead, something great happened! Brenda was voted out, excellent!

I log on to go see the challenge because we needed to be there when it started, I believe.. and it ended up being an Auction. What comes with the auction is the merge I was so happy! I love merges in games, they make everything a lot faster and interesting. My heart started to race because I desired that Immunity necklace around me. I had this odd feeling that I needed it for some reason. I noticed a couple of things during the Auction which struck me odd. One thing that is worth mentioning is Kelly randomly helping out Charlie and Benry get prizes from the Auction, but knowing she wouldn't. I think she kept her eyes on the prize, which was the Immunity necklace. So, I wondered for a second if either, 1) she was trying to give them prizes because that's her alliance or 2) She was just trying to get them to like her so that she can outlast her tribe and hopefully more people. Either way, that's a no no.

I waited all day, quickly checking in during work To win the Immunity necklace and I actually got it. Jenna posted and I snatched it before Erinn could. It was pretty exciting for me, I jumped at my desk at work! lol. I came online when I got home and people were congratulating me wtvr, and then I met Brady (the other winner of the necklace). He is a very intelligent person, we discussed schooling and our degrees, masters etc. I enjoy discussing our area of expertise! Anyways, I then go to Marty who was nervous about it being merge. His fear was that he needed to do some serious ground work in order to lead the boot. It's fine with me, you can stick your head out there and let me do all the convincing until I feel it's time that I take the lead. He then grabbed Brady into an alliance without my knowledge and then told me. I was a little set back by him doing that because I wanted to get Charlie into a foursome alliance with Jeff, myself and Marty. Not only that but Brady is a part of the other tribe! Because Marty did that, I'm thinking of keeping Jenna around as long as possible. As long as she feels I'm with her, then I have her for use and may be able to take out Brady and replace him with Charlie in a final four spot.

I got the idol as well, which was pretty exciting! LOL But dumb me, Charlie and I discussed there being an issue with going to the Tomb and getting a curse which took away a coin or something.. so I handed him the idol to hold on to (like he did with a coin that gave me the idol in the first place) so I thought it was safe to do. I'm sure it still is but he has yet to ask if I want it back or not so..... lmfao I'm gonna need to make an excuse to why I need it back.. for safe keeping of my own

This round, it has been said that Candice will be leaving, along with Edgardo. Brady's plea was that we vote one of our own off before we take out any of his own tribe, who are outnumbered completely. Marty then suggested Candice, whom I think should stay longer than someone like Erinn, who only communicates through PM and is completely hard to get in contact with when need be. I think she's a greater risk to keep around... whereas Candice is just there and I like her. lmao. So.. with that being said, I'm safe until the Final Ten and I'm pretty happy. I look forward to staying longer and eventually winning this game haha

[Sydney Wheeler]

Round 7

Alright, so I'm going to start off with the depressing amounts of tribals we've had lol! Both Jenna and Jeff leave the game and I start to lose my mind. I confront Charlie about why he didn't give me the idol nor did he play it after he said he was going too, which leads me to believe that he was just holding on to it for another tribal council. But then I found that Charlie struck me odd, I always had a though he might be alias... so I did some research into the lovely archives of Bermuda. I read through some confessionals of who I think Charlie might be and discovered his love for football. So, when talking with Charlie last night, I mentioned football. I told him I don't really like it but I'll watch it.. he then said he watches it SOMETIMES. Funny thing is, when I asked him a question about football, he suddenly went into a frenzy explaining everything like he's a big fan. He went on about some teams blah blah, just confirming who he is... does he know who I am? Probably... Well not too sure but I wont take that out of the question.

I do believe however, that he hasn't had much contact with the other people, thus forcing him to stay within the barriers of our already made alliance. I always found the way we flirt with each other very corky and not "real". But I love him, we have gotten along in this game and I really think its kinda "real"? Hopefully, I'm not just throwing myself to him on purpose lmfao And if he's not who I think he is.. well then, Charlie, I'm sorry when you read this lmfao

Knowing I'm on the outs, I had to win Immunity, so I did! Yay! I tried and tried, and finally got what I wanted. So I need to keep this Immunity thing up for sure lmfao, Charlie has the idol and I dont know if he needs to play it or not this round and vote off Erinn. She's a twat... the dumb bitch thinks she can lie and get away with it. Girl please, you better hope we idol the right person.

We'll see what happens, *crosses fingers*